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The Peak and Pit.
I’m not the other girl. Amy and Megan reconciled and are now back together. It’s been the peak of my day knowing they were able to sort they’re out without me being involved. I am truly happy for them.
Unfortunately, the pit of my day is maybe losing my best friend. She has changed, in a bad way and everything she does simply annoys me. It is like she is competing with another friend, wanting to be exactly like her -party until it’s 3am for example. But when it’s me and her everything is normal, she is my best friend again. Amoung all this I find myself being closer to another good friend of mine, Gemma.
Gemma is just simply amazing. We’re on the same wave length with eachother. And since hanging out with this girl I have slowly started to gain some self confidence -and this is what my best friend does not like? That I can stand up for myself without her.
Another pit of my day is getting that feeling again. The tingly I get in my wrist. My throat dry, my stomach churns. The need to find a sharp object and cut, anywhere on my body.
