1. Do I Really Care?

    I went on a road trip today, and I recently discovered that the girl I use to like has fallen for the girl I like right now. On the ride back home suicidal thoughts ran through my mind. I told them I don’t mind if they go out, but deep down I do. I stage a smile so no one questions. I hide my emotions so no one can see that I’m easy to break. It’s time to go back to the only thing I can truly count on .. the blade. I don’t mean to go back, but its the only thing I can reall count on right now. It’s the one thing that won’t fail me in life.

    7 months ago  /  0 notes